Day of Emotions

Well, tomorrow is a big day for N and me. Though he doesn't know it or will he really care til he's much much older. His backpack is almost all ready to go (just waiting for Daddy to come home w/diapers and wipes). Amazingly I'm doing really well, I'm pretty excited. I'm a little sad, just cuz he's growing up, but I'm more nervous. Once we get him to school and in the classroom I'll be fine. It's just like when we fly I'm always nervous til we get to the airport and are waiting to get on, then I'm fine. I think cuz there's nothing else I can do to plan or get ready til we get there, and that....I don't want to say it bugs me cuz that's not really right, it's nerve racking I guess you can say. The big thing I want to be sure I do is get a picture of him w/his backpack. I want to get a picture of his first day of school, especially his VERY FIRST, first day of school.

In other news, my brother and his soon to be wife asked me to be in the wedding party, so I'm super excited about that(and honored). I'm sure it will be a cute dress, S has good taste. Well, I'm off to get some sleep.