My End**edited

I started this blog to make it easier for me to tell family about the kids and to be an outlet for me to feel like someone was listening to me, but in the last few months I've just seem to be giving myself more headaches. So this post it will more than likely be my last. Before I end I just want to clear up something since some out there feel that I put my daughter through tests for no reason. And though I know this will cuz some uproar, I'm putting my feeling out there cuz right now I'm to upset to call and talk to anyone(so fyi just leave me alone for a few days please).

First we have wonderful drs for M and yes my poor daughter has had many tests in her little life. Do I like that fact NO. And I know that half of you out there think I'm crazy and there is nothing wrong with her, I can respect your options and for the last year have been silent. I wish every day that I could say my daughter wasn't delayed and that I'm wrong, but I'm not. I also thank god everyday that it's mild, and she'll be able to lead a pretty normal life. The other reason she seems "normal" is because I was the one that pushed to have her checked out(not any drs) because my mommy instinct told me to, so she was able to have therapy early. As far as the UGI(or swallow xray as the dr put it), you all may not agree with me, and I really don't see why I have to explain myself but I will
1)she barely feels pain, so I(having a GERD and finding out cuz I was choking on food) want to make sure it's not that bad.
2)yes she doesn't sleep through the night(though with the new (acid reflex)meds she has been)I KNOW that it wasn't just cuz she doesn't and that something was wrong. I've heard millions of stories of it even a dr telling me, but I KNOW that's not why.
3)Her maybe having to drink a little yucking drink for a few mins to make sure that her reflex it's that bad or finding out later that she has cancer cuz her reflex was that bad and we didn't do anything about it is way worth it to me!

***After having a nice long talk with hubby last night I've decided I need this blog to vent and that some people(like my grandma) really look forward to new posts. So I've decided to continue, but I will not be writing about any more dr appointments(except well appointments since that's all normal stuff and it's fun to see how much they've gain). I will just be writing about my silly kids, and the silly and crazy things that happen around here.